Dedicated to Love

Dedicated to Love

“A picture of myself, drawn by love. I still see love in every pencil stroke. I even see the love caught in my eyes.”

Two strong souls lingering on this planet. Past previous life, they are restless. Searching for answers. They weren’t supposed to meet. Not yet. Life already had made other plans for them. Two lifes originally taking place far away from another. Two different life, age, circumstances, places and all those challenges and fears they had to face. At the same time, it seemed like almost anything worked towards a big collision.

They met.

As they first exchanged e-mails online, they sensed something big was about to reveal itself. From the very beginning they knew they would only have a few weeks together, maybe one month. It was their karma and strong connection, that brought them back together. At least for the moment, the place and timing was right. They gave their all, while at the same time, loosing their all and themselves. Life would never be the same again since they met. Now they know of their existence. Two hearts and souls being one.

A very special time, full of energy. They both are passionate and devoted personalities, so by the time their heart, soul and bodies mingled, the earth, the sun and the moon were dancing high up in the universe, witnessing this huge explosion. Magic. Together, they were living to the extremes. They just had to. They could not resist. A powerful bond, her and him. It was meant to be, so very clear. The two of them making love. Finally being at home. Completed. Being one. Everything happened on a very high energy level. It was pure. Intense. Unique. They understood.

Unfortunately life kicked back in. Everything they had was one month only – measured in time. But in fact, it is immeasurable. They had to face challenges. The biggest challenges of it all was to be brave to let each other go. They belong together, but they also understood, the parameter had changed. It was not the right time and place no more. It was time to move one. Being strong, but broken. They have met love, the biggest treasure of all. They were one huge energy source. They tasted a little of eternity.

…and with a blink of an eye he was gone. He was not as brave to win this fight that went on inside him. Instead, he pushed himself to reach any other rewarding goal. He is strong. And so she is. The both always have been. She let him move on, knowing they always be connected. Their bond still exists. She feels him in every breath she takes. It is him, she silently dedicates her life to. She has married him long long time ago, as they first met. She knows he needs to do his thing. It’s nothing about her, it’s him. She has faith and cherishes life: Soulmates, bonded to be reunited over and over again. A love that simple and pure. Wishing for the other to do what ever it takes to find answers and happiness.

“I found anything I always wanted, as I met you, my love and later gave birth to Minime. That’s all I can ask for. My heart and soul still are searching, while my body leaves foot prints on mother earth, ready to be one again. I am feeling it. I totally do. Maybe one day, when both of us have lived our life, we might be able to face our fears. Maybe one day, the wise version of you and me are sitting together on a bench, cherishing how lucky we were to have met another. Hopefully we have experienced a fulfilling life and are at peace and home at last.”

This is dedicated to love. My love. One love. Just be.

Yours truly, Sovely

Der Liebe gewidmet

Zwei starke Seelen, auf diesem Planeten verweilend. Vorherige Leben hinter sich lassend, kommen sie rastlos daher. Auf der Suche nach Antworten. Sie sollten sich nicht treffen. Noch nicht. Das Leben hatte bereits andere Pläne für sie am laufen. Zwei Leben, die sich ursprünglich in weiter Ferne von einander abspielten. Zwei verschiedene Leben, Alter, Umstände, Orte und all die Herausforderungen und Ängste, denen sie sich stellen mussten. Gleichzeitig schien es, als ob fast alles auf einen großen Zusammenstoß hin arbeitete.

Sie trafen sich.

Als sie begannen E-Mails mit einander auszutauschen, da spürten sie bereits, dass sich etwas Großes offenbaren würde. Von Anfang an wussten beide, dass sie nur einige wenige Wochen zusammen haben würden, vielleicht einen Monat. Es war ihr Karma und ihre starke Verbindung, die sie in diesem Leben wieder zusammenführten. Zumindest für den Moment stimmte der Ort und das Timing. Sie gaben alles, während sie gleichzeitig alles und sich selbst verloren. Das Leben würde nie wieder dasselbe sein, seit sie sich kennengelernt haben. Jetzt wissen sie von ihrer Existenz. Zwei Herzen und Seelen, die Eins sind.

Es war eine ganz besondere Zeit, so voller Energie. Beide sind leidenschaftliche und hingebungsvolle Persönlichkeiten, so dass zu der Zeit, als sich ihr Herz, ihre Seele und ihre Körper vereinten, die Erde, die Sonne und der Mond hoch oben im Universum tanzten und diese gewaltige Explosion miterlebten. Magie. Gemeinsam lebten sie in vollen Zügen. Sie konnten einander nicht widerstehen. Eine mächtige Bindung, sie und er. Es sollte so klar sein. Sie lieben sich. Endlich sind sie zu Hause angekommen. Vervollständigt. Vollkommen. Eins. Alles geschah auf einem sehr hohen Energielevel. Es war rein. Intensiv. Einzigartig. Sie verstanden.

Und schließlich meldet das Leben sich zurück. Alles, was sie hatten, war nur ein Monat, gemessen in Zeit. Aber tatsächlich ist es unermesslich. Sie mussten sich ihren Herausforderungen stellen. Die größten Herausforderungen waren, mutig zu sein, sich gegenseitig gehen zu lassen. Sie gehören zusammen, haben jedoch verstanden, dass sich die Parameter verändert haben. Es war nicht mehr der richtige Zeitpunkt und Ort. Es war an der Zeit, die Reise fortzusetzen. Stark, aber gebrochen. Sie haben Liebe erfahren, den größten Schatz überhaupt. Sie waren Teil einer riesigen Energiequelle. Sie schmeckten ein wenig von der Ewigkeit.

… und binnen einem Augenzwinkern war er schließlich weg. Er war nicht mutig genug, diesen Kampf, der in ihm drinnen stattfand, zu gewinnen. Stattdessen drängte er sich, jedes andere lohnende Ziel zu erreichen. Er ist stark. Sie ist stark. Die beiden waren es schon immer. Sie ließ ihn weiterziehen, wohl wissend, dass sie immer miteinander verbunden sind. Ihre Bindung besteht immer noch. Sie spürt ihn in jedem Atemzug, den sie nimmt. Er ist es, dem sie leise ihr Leben widmet. Sie hat ihn schon vor langer Zeit geheiratet, als sie sich zum ersten Mal begegneten. Sie weiß, dass er sein Ding machen muss. Es geht nicht um sie, es ist er. Sie hat den Glauben und schätzt das Leben: Seelenverwandte, verbunden, um immer wieder vereint zu werden. Eine Liebe, die einfach und rein ist. Sie wünschen dem anderen, alles zu tun, was es braucht, um Antworten und Glück zu finden.

“Als ich dich traf, meine Liebe und später Minime zur Welt brachte, da habe ich alles gefunden, was ich immer wollte. Das ist alles, was ich zu wünschen vermag. Mein Herz und meine Seele suchen immer noch, während mein Körper Fußabdrücke auf Mutter Erde hinterlässt, bereit, wieder Eins zu sein. Ich fühle es. Das tue ich voll und ganz. Vielleicht können wir eines Tages, wenn wir beide unser Leben gelebt haben, unseren Ängsten begegnen. Vielleicht sitzen eines Tages die kluge Versionen von uns zusammen auf einer Bank. Wir würden wertschätzen, wie glücklich wir sind einander getroffen zu haben. Hoffentlich haben wir ein erfülltes Leben und sind dann endlich in Frieden und Zuhause.”

Dies ist der Liebe gewidmet. Meine Liebe. Eine Liebe. Im Sein.

Deine, Sovely

|| This text is my personal contribution to my Blogparade.

|| Dieser Text ist mein persönlicher Beitrag zu meiner Blogparade.

16 Comments Add yours

  1. IanC555 says:

    You said this one thing, and it seems the whole story rests upon it. “Being strong, but broken.”

    You mentioned life times, and I swear, had you not said this my heart would be broken. Ugh! But you said “life times.” And so I see that there is strength in hope; love endures there, and love is kept alive and well, and in hope, love may not die. It lives forever…through life times.

    This was so beautiful. I am super glad you wrote this in English, or I’d be spending the rest of this life time translating it…lol. Of course that would well prepare me for the next lifetime. I’d enter it now with hope and deep love.

    Dankeschön. Sehr Wunderschöne Beitrag!

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    1. Dear Ian, you totally captured it the right way. Thanks for your words.

      Indeed the story can be understood differently. It might sound sad and depressing to some – but it is not.
      It is real life and real life isn’t always about the happy endings. There are no regrets. We would do it all over agin. I actually see it as a big gift and treasure it for what it is.

      It is a story of hope and of real love. It’s all good, as so much more came out of this part of being broken. I never lost faith in love. I strongly believe in soulmates. Having said so, I feel that beyond different lifes, soulmates do meet again. There is something that needs to be fulfilled, a higher mission. In my opinion, there is something to be learned out of every life lesson. Dealing with it prepares for the next level.

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  2. ABE says:

    A faint glow of orange and red fills the bedroom. The scent of peppermint candy fills my soul. Her warm body melts next to mine as I run my fingers through her hair. I gaze at our reflection in the ceiling mirror, like a photograph frozen in time. The world fades away and nothing else matters. I whisper a prayer because I know it will end.

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    1. Thank you Abe, that is intense and touching.

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  3. Bartek D says:

    This is truly beautiful and touching. I am curious is it hard to write the same thing in 2 languages, I want to do it on my blog but often some phrases can’t be translated.

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    1. Thank you so much.

      Well, it sure is time consuming. As I first started, I wrote the articles in my mother language (German) first. That is tough because it sure can’t be translated perfectly. The best way it works for me is writing the English text first and then translate it into German and do some adaptions to make it sound more fluently. That way around it works a lot better and is not as frustrating in terms of missing vocabulary. I really enjoy doing it bilingual.

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    2. Bartek D says:

      Thanks for the insight, I will try it soon hopefully

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    3. You‘re very welcome.

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  4. Red Rider says:

    I intended to take part in the Parade Blog. But what I write would in no way compare to what you have written here and so for me it is better to enjoy that which you have written and appreciate that I could never come close to the same.
    RJ

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    1. RJ, please don’t compare, but let go. Have it coming from you heart and it is perfect!

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    2. Red Rider says:

      I will try again.. With the understanding that if it is not better than the draft it will remain unpublished. Thank you for the encouragement.

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    3. You are very welcome, don‘t put too much pressure and expectations on yourself and be open for whatever there is to come… enjoy!

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    1. Thank you so much!

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    2. Red Rider says:

      No.. Thank You!!😁

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